shalom... the last few days the Holy Spirit whispered the word refreshment 
in my ears... that means good news for you...
there is coming a time of refreshing for those who are tired from work, 
the inward fights and the fights with so called 
brothers and sisters who supposed to love and pray for you... 
here just a good advice - wisdom word what the Lord said to
me today... if you see something negative in your brother... 
make it a prayer... and afterwards ask the Holy Spirit if you 
should give him some good advice... 
just read these words of truth out  of Matthew 11
28 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 
29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, 
and you will find rest for your souls. 
30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”

He is calling you... to sit and listen to HIM.. to rest and enjoy HIS presence
... the entrance in that roam is worship and prayer 
in private.You need to rest for a while... so you are strengthened 
for the future work for HIM.
 The Lord knows how you feel and that
you want to serve HIM... but there is power in silence and listening. 
No running around and getting busy but cutting time out.. and 
YIELD.. do not beg Him all the time... most of our begging comes out 
of the flesh and fear
.. but just wait on him and ask him to speak to you... 
He loves you beloved... just come and surrender
your precious time...